ok. So i've been going through a whole lotta shit these last few months that most of you know about. the CRAZY thing is that I'm getting ACTUAL fortunes in fortune cookies these days that give me hope....

the first one I'd like to share w/ you was unfortunately tossed away by mr. zippy but it had the gist of going through the grief to get to the good stuff, whether it seems that way now or not.

the second one:

"Your eyes will soon be sparkling. Keep them open."

the third one (just today):

"Someone you recently met will play an important role in your life."



Redemption comes through all sorts of pain, I know. I only hope I can live up to the potential once I slog my way to it.

You Gotta Sin To Get Saved

thenk you Maria McKee


Well you've been my Romeo
ever since we were school.
Every good thing i've ever felt
you have made me feel.
Well it's not that I don't love you,
I'll love you honey til I DIE.
but I can never be you bride til I tame my wicked side

woaoaoaoaoaoaooaohhhhh!

Honey show some faith -
You got to sin to get saved.

Well i could never shame you,
honey you're my pride and joy
but what' a girl to do now, daddy,
I'm drowing in a sea of boys.
well there ain't no harm in lookin'
but I look too close some times.
I'll never fix my roving eye til I tame my wicked side.

woaoaoaoaoaoaooaohhhhh!

Honey show some faith -
You got to sin to get saved.

yeah! yeah! yeah! yayayayaayayayayaeeeeeeeah!

Well I pray the Lord won't shun me
if i make an honest vow
to some day wear a dress of white cause
scarlet's what i'm wearing now
Well it's not that i don't love you
I'll love you honey til I die

but I could never be your bride til I tame my wicked side.

woaoaoaoaoaoaooaohhhhh!

Honey show some faith -
You got to sin to get saved.